still alive who you love

                      Perth- Bon Iver

The woods are starting to look beautiful now. I’ve been back in Wales for a few days now and am fully recovered from my insane time in London. My life has been behaving very strangely the last week or so, taking me up and then throwing me back down again. I’m not quite sure what kind of person I am anymore. Maybe that’s a good thing? Sometimes my own confidence scares me. The things I’m capable of doing scare me; and not just capable, but drawn to, as if it were my nature. I woke up today and had a fresh perspective, and new circumstances to deal with. My opinion of myself is slightly adjusted- brought up to date. It’s a really sunny day here and to be honest I feel like that’s a gift from God- if it wasn’t I’d probably be in my room listening to crazy-arse techno-goth music, trashing my room and painting a six-foot tall mosaic of Jesus on The Cross with lots of tiny junkie goblins at his feet (or some such bullshit). But I’m not going to do that. Instead, I’m going to join Facebook. Peer pressure and curiosity has finally gotten the best of me, and now that it’s fashionably late (haha) for me to join, I thought I’d see what all the fuss is about. So if anyone wants me to add them, leave a link in a comment :) and I’ll get right on it. It’s going to be the most stupid bum-fuck profile in the whole freaking world, but still. Feel free.

The reason my last post is gone is because the GIF wouldn’t behave itself (it was supposed to be poking my tongue out really slowly) so I tried to edit it and then accidentally reverted to draft and lost my comments. Damn. Thanks to everyone who left a message, I did read them all :)

Hope you’re all having a beautiful day that doesn’t make you question your own sanity too intensely.